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| So its the day after Christmas, I hope everyone had a good time. I know
I had a good time this year, well just thought I would wish everyone a
merry Christmas.
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| Wow school is out and the break is on, well yeah this week is good and
bad. Good because its christmas week, and bad because it is the last
week with this computer, yes i am getting a breand new gonna rock ur
face gaming computer. that and i may get corporal on WoW yes nerd alert
all over the place, but i dont care because if u can t accept me for
who i am then screw you. not really i hioe no one took offense to that.
also its good to see all of my friends that went away and i actually
met a new friend so its doubly good.
Now time for something a little more heterosexual. as u may know i have
been on a ( i think ) one sided crush, for going on 4 years, and last
night i realized that if this girl is really not th eone for me, then
what am i going to do, how will i cope with never knowing if what could
have been. but moving on, ever since my junior year of high school, i
have spent almost 95% of my day thinking about one girl, thinking about
why she is in my thoughts, about how i could get to talk to her without
seeming like a complete idiot, or how i might feel if she turned me
down, well, she haunts me in my dreams now, and i cant get her out of
my head, she is my muse, and i desire to persue her with godly
intentions, but i am too afraid of reject and disappointment. there are
times when i would rather see her happy then to be tormented and
writhing in hopes and pains, only God can save me from my inner
lamentations and my own faults, only God can save me from my emotions,
an that is when i ask God to stay my heart and clam my mind and he
does, God is the only thing that can keep me sane in times like these.
oh yeah, king kong,... -sigh- that movie, was full of plot holes, and
ill thought logic, that it made me want to cry, its was much too drawn
out and jack blacks character was too unbeleivable, to sum up his
character think about a prophet, ther is his character. if u are
thinking about seeing this movie, save the 8.50 and go to blockbuster
and get a good movie, that is only about an hour and a half.
You have been warned.
Mr.T. joke of the week: Behind every great man, there is a great woman. Behind that woman is Mr. T.
chuck norris joke of the week:Chuck Norris is currently suing NBC,
claiming Law and Order are trademarked names for his left and right
legs.
Vin diesel joke of the week: Vin diesel has the heart of a child. It’s on his dresser next to his alarm clock. | | |
| Well its 6:00 in the morning on friday an dim posting on my xanga. Well
i have a test today in psychology, and im gonna rock it, then im off to
work then back to school for my japanese lab, then back home for some
WoW then hopefully th eweekend goes by fast s my birthday gets here
sooner. Yep thats right next monday is my 20th birthday, whoopee right,
well i hope your all having a good time and good luck with finals.
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| Yes another post from Shadowwolf. Well school is almost out, cant wait
for the break, gonna get to spend time with some people who i got to
see a little bit of over thanksgiving break. That and some major
playtime for WoW. Well i need people to pray for me to keep losing
weight, and to drop some bad habits of mine, also pray that i can
continue to build better self control and self confidence. Pray also
for those who are taking their final exams in a couple of weeks, and
also pray for hayli (sorry if i spelt it wrong) because her grandfather
died over thanksgiving break. Well dont study too hard on finals
everyone. thats al folks ^_^
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| Wow this week, has been crazy. First im having all sorts of dreams that
really dont make sense then i think im in love with 3 girls at the same
time and now i need to get my ipod replaced.
so yeah these dreams, well one dream really freaked
me out b/c there is this gril who i havent talked to in 2 years and
almost havent thought about in a year and im dreaming about her and i
realize how much i miss her now. Then in another dream one of my
current crushes was in and she was mad that i hadnt talked to her for a
while and it as all sorts of freaky.
So the three girls I realize that i love equally and
its kinda wierd. I know I love them equaly because right now even, im
thinking of situation where i had to choose one over the other two and
I can`t. example, if they all were kidnapped and the kidnapper said
pick one to live, I would probably just have him shoot me just so they
can go on living. Holy, SHIT love sux balls. Why is it soo painful to
be in love. like why cant I just like have one girl that I love and not
3, why is it me that this happens to?
Well moving on to my Ipod it seems that i had put it
in the wrong pocket, the pocket with my car keys, and my car keys broke
the screen, so im gonna go get it replaced for free since ive only had
it like a month.
Well i guess this is whats currently happening and
its very much like purgatory not real good but not real bad either,
just okay.
*side note when i say love im not talking about like "i love the way
she walks, talks, dresses, or smells" im talking about like if me and X
girl( one of the 3 goes where "X" is) were dating and she asked me to
marry her then I would say yes, and then if they had gained like 50
pounds then i would still feel the same way. Im talking about a
wholesome love not that high school "love" shit.
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